falla ned. Men åt vilket håll?

   I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

   Hurt av Nine inch nails

Johnny Cashs Cover av Hurt


   Jag skarmig själv i förrgår. Första gången på ett år cirka. Tog en avmina nya tabletter men det stoppa mig inte, bara mina tårar. Jag hatar hösten och vinterns mörker! Jag klarar inte av det, mörker och ensamhet är den sämsta kombinationen!

   Tack gussen, menj ag orkar inte ens öppna min mail justnu.